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Wednesday, 24 December 2008

  • Currently: Yes, Virginia...
    - Dirty Business

    The Night Makes Everything Mysterious and Beautiful

    Hey there. I haven't blogged in awhile. I guess it's great that I choose Christamas Eve to break my fast, right? Lol. Um... well I don't really know how to begin. I guess I'll just start where I always start.

    My girlfriend and I... well... y'see. Her mom decided to hate me as of like yesterday or whatever. She told Alex that she thinks I'm gross or some shit like that. Because she found a note that said I wanted to have sex with other people or something. Idk. Idc. Because for one thing, I don't even know what the fuck she's talking about. She said that I was promiscuous and that I take pictures of myself naked. Obviously she doesn't know what the fuck she's talking about. I'm sure as shit not promiscious, I barely fuck my girlfriend. If she knew how much of a sex fiend Alex is compared to me, she'd shut her fucking face. And I wasn't naked in the picture. Why do people keep saying I'm naked. First off, they say it like they can see anything. I could be wearing a tube top and you wouldn't know because that's all you can see is like right above my boob line. So really? Naked? No. Topless? Yes. Can you see anything? No. So shut the fuck up. And second off, they say naked like naked is a bad thing. For her mom being a bible pusher, she sure as shit doesn't even care about it. In the beginning Adam and Steve were naked. They didn't even see anything wrong with it until they did something wrong. Dumbasses.

    Moving on... I found some new music I like. I'm really excited. I finally updated my ipod after like six months almost. I pretty much deleted like half the shit on there. Now I have 804 songs and 13 videos. All on a four gig. Lol. That's pretty exciting. I put Uh Huh Her on there. I love Uh Huh Her. Leisha Hailey's in it. She's so beautiful. =D. I also got some new movies. I got the Dark Knight for Christmas from my aunt, which I will be opening later and pretending I'm surprised. She threatened me. Lol. I also got the second season of The L Word. =D With Shane! And Alice! And Dana! And Bette! Ooooh. Alice is kinky. Lol. Strap on! Hehe.

    "We're all gettin down on the LesBoat"

    Grr.. so toda is Christ-mas eve. It's my aunt's birthday. What a shitty birthday. You get birthmas presents. Instead of birthday and Christmas presents. Lmfao. Sorry. That's from the House of Night Series. Zoey has fuckin birthmas presents! Fuckeeeeeen. HAHA.

    I'm bored as fuck. Time to go and play some games kay? Kay bye. Leave me comments and I'll gladly hit you back. *mwah*

    LoVe, des-uhh-rayy

Friday, 31 October 2008

  • I Don't Want to Let You, I Don't Want to Let You Down

    In the End: who will be there

     

    all these feelings inside

    i wish i could say sorry and everything would erase

    i wish the past i could face

    and my name you would say

    and my hair you would stroke

    and my name you would whisper

    and my lips you would kiss.

    I wish.

    I wish i could look into your eyes when you smile

    to see it reach them.

    go back in time and stop myself from saying

    the things i said.

    erase the past

    erase the mess

    mop and broom and sweep it up.

    clean it up.

    make it better.

    make it clean.

    make the past okay again.

    Hush, Hush.

    The pain is over.

    No more regrets or plans gone asunder.

    No more ways to say you care..

    because in the end, you'll know because I'll be there.

    When the world is ending and you think you're all alone

    you'll be wrong.

    Because I'll be there. Pain written across my face, regretful of the things I've done to you

    but I'll be there.

    Because nothing else--no one else-- is as good for me as you

    No one else can make me feel like the sky is opening up and swallowing me in sunshine

    and clouds and rainbows and birds song.

    Only you.

    And so for you I wait.

    I will lead you into the light.

    Not because of my remorse, but because instead I love you, of course.

Thursday, 26 June 2008

  • I'm Just Wasted For the Weekend Scene

    I can't wait for this weekend! Well, technically tomorrow I guess. :] I'm hanging out wiht my buddies from Lincoln! WOOOOT!

    And I get to see my girlfriend. I'm so excited.

    I missss herrr. And my buddies.

    I keep getting distracted. I can't really write.

    Holy fucking shit. I just ate potatoes and drank a doctor pepper. :) I'm gonna go eat some icecream noww.

    Buh byeee.

insane_emochick

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    • Name: Desiree
    • Birthday: 7/26/1991
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 6/12/2006

About Me

  • I'm in love with the most spectacular woman in the world, Alex! We've been dating since Feb 2nd! She's my everything. My best friend is Mandi! We have fun and do stupid shit together. We're crazy bitches! I don't spread rumors about people because I'm not in elementary school anymore. I stick up for my friends, I love them dearly. They are what keeps me alive. My mood skyrockets. My life is boring. Same shit different day. Comments are the shit. Leave them and I'll like you.

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  • I think i just came across ur pg. =P
    • Posted 1/15/2008 5:34 PM
    • by SGB182